poksaywhat

im with you

2009-04-15T05:48:57Z

I'm With You lyrics

I'm standin' on the bridge
I'm waitin' in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
I'm tryin' to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you
I'm with you

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damn cold night
I try to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you
I'm with you
Yea yea

Oh, why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind

It's a damn cold night
Tryin' to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, yea
I'm with you, yea

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, yea
I'm with you, yea

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, oh
I'm with you
I'm with you

summing up this week,

2009-02-07T04:10:05Z

1. emo angsty peeamass.

2. threeassignmentsdueshitihavenovdaywhatsoever

3. yay to nice things to end 5 days of crazy shit on a nice happy note

4. my nose hates me during tort

5. my nose is out to do me in

6. my nose really hates me

7. lemsip is a good way to threaten that evil lump

8. shit 3 assignments. die.

poksaywhat @ 2008-11-24T17:25:00

2008-11-24T09:29:52Z

OH MY GOODNESS. THIS IS SUPER SWEET. I CAN DIE WITH NO REGRETS AFTER SEEING THIS. *clutches heart with lovesick expression*

24th november 17:22(:11)

poksaywhat @ 2008-11-23T22:00:00

2008-11-23T14:01:50Z

ouch.

it sucks to be pushed away.

poksaywhat @ 2008-10-29T10:17:00

2008-10-29T02:17:28Z

cannot already. really cannot already.

time out

2008-10-28T15:36:13Z

i need time out. i don't wanna be irresponsible. i wanna do what im supposed to do. but i don't know what more i can do.

time out please.

poksaywhat @ 2008-10-13T22:01:00

2008-10-13T14:05:28Z

i wish it could stop hurting.

poksaywhat @ 2008-10-07T11:02:00

2008-10-07T03:03:25Z

he loves me. he loves me not. he loves me. he loves me not..........

GAH.

poksaywhat @ 2008-10-03T23:20:00

2008-10-03T15:26:26Z

他说他很爱她他说会守护她
他送她玫瑰花一切美得不像话
从朋友变成情人她不再只有自己
他爱他爱得彻底真心溢满了甜蜜
时间看清一个人开始令人昏沉沉
他像变了一个人太蛮横
她开始悬著疑问不想再等他承认
不再要任何伤痕

谁爱谁谁又流乾了眼泪
谁后悔难分难舍太伤悲
他爱谁谁应该止住眼泪
她心碎谁又该乾脆离开
谁爱谁谁又能反反覆覆
谁后悔谁在忍受著孤独
谁了解他退出她孤独
谁了解谁退出谁孤独
爱得太盲目

poksaywhat @ 2008-10-01T15:02:00

2008-10-01T07:12:28Z

This is what I drown in. This is what I numb myself with.

poksaywhat @ 2008-09-25T10:59:00

2008-09-25T03:01:57Z

我望着满天星在闪
听牛郎对织女说要勇敢

你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单

e给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单

we'll see how.

谢谢你如此温柔　捧着爱静静等侯
我的双手　其实同样在颤抖

但我能给你什么　我只是一个他遗忘的我
心被一扫而空

我也会把你　种在我心中　也许某天
会终于再次长出一个梦

不知道不明了不想要　为什么我的心
明明是想靠近　却孤单到黎明
不知道不明了不想要　为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽　总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你

谢谢你如此温柔　点着笑容的灯火
只温暖而不打扰我的寒冬

还没决定往哪走　才所以不能答应你陪我
怕你会变成我

我会把你　种在我心中　也许某天
会终于再次长出一个梦

不知道不明了不想要　为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽　总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你

不知道不明了不想要　为什么我的心
那爱情的绮丽　总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你

谢谢你如此温柔　点着笑容的灯火
只温暖而不打扰我的寒冬

还没决定往哪走　才所以不能答应你陪我
怕你会变成我

poksaywhat @ 2008-09-25T10:49:00

2008-09-25T02:51:02Z

don't care don't care can't be bothered. its not my fault then.

poksaywhat @ 2008-09-24T16:58:00

2008-09-24T09:01:16Z

i thought im blameless. evidently not.

wake me up when september ends

2008-09-14T02:25:56Z

i foresee this for the next 4 years or so.

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when september ends

Like my fathers come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when september ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when september ends

Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began
Wake me up when september ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when september ends

Like my father's come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast
Wake me up when september ends
Wake me up when september ends
Wake me up when september ends

poksaywhat @ 2008-09-11T22:47:00

2008-09-11T14:49:59Z

i thought i was ahead of things this week but it doesn't seem to be the case now. im just so tired i want to cry. and i feel so upset i want to cry somemore. looking at the word doc of uncompleted notes in the background makes me feel like crying is the only thing i can do. and you're not here so i already want to cry. =(

its only been 3 weeks but im all ready to dissolve into a puddle of salt water. =(

poksaywhat @ 2008-09-08T09:25:00

2008-09-08T01:25:37Z

ROARRRR!!! bah. nevermind

poksaywhat @ 2008-09-07T14:25:00

2008-09-07T06:50:05Z

its hard to believe its only been slightly more than two weeks. *twiddle dee twiddle dum*

poksaywhat @ 2008-09-01T09:04:00

2008-09-01T01:12:39Z

i happily assume im allowed to do this. excerpt from a case im reading. =)

"The declaration stated, that whereas one George Langridge, the father of the plantiff, on the 1st of June, 1833, at the request of the defendant, bargained with him to buy of him a certain gun, to wit, for the use of himself and his sons, at and for a certain price, to wit, the sum of 24 pounds, and the defendant then, by falsely and fraudulently warranting the said gun to have been made by Nock, and to be a good, safe, and secure gun, then sold hte said gun to the said George Langridge, for the use of himself and his sons, for the said sum of 24 pounds then paid by George Langridge to the defendant for the same: whereas in truth and in fact the defendant was guilty of a great breach of duty, and of wilful deceit, negligence, and improper conduct, in this, tha thte said gun, at the time of the said warranty and sale, was not made by Nock, nor was it a good, safe, and secure gun, but on the contrary thereof, was made and constructed by a maker very inferior as a gun-maker to Nock, and was then and at all time a very bad, unsafe, ill-manufactured, and dangerous gun, and wholly unsound and of very inferior materials; of all which promises the defendant.........."

it goes on like this for awhile more..

haha.. firstly. long long long long loooooooooooooooooonnnnnnggggg run-on sentences. whoever reads it out loud has my sympathies. secondly. haha.. is part of the "wilful deceit" "very bad unsafe il-manufactured" bit supposed to make the defendant feel so guilty his heart and conscience can't take it anymore and he cries and wails and pleads guilty?

ah. i digress. back to work.

poksaywhat @ 2008-08-31T09:47:00

2008-08-31T01:54:06Z

kinda wondering if this is what life's gonna be like for the next 4 months/4 years. early morning sinus.. looking at readings.. reaching for more tissue.. stoning.. stretch for that tissue box.. facebook.. more tissue.. time to go for another meeting/lesson. zzzzzzzzzzzz.

and i guess LD relationships are hard not cause you don't love the person anymore or that you grow distant (at least not now not here) but its hard cause the person just isn't there. and you worry what's happening and how things will be like when the person's back. im worried that for a long long time that person isn't around. so you get used to life without that person physically being there and you have a new life timetable. and then the person comes back. which is a good thing. but you get a new life timetable.. which generally would revolve around said person. but after awhile the person leaves again. there's just too much of a constant upheaval. don't know.

1 week 3 days down. =)

whatever chipper means. =S

edit: i want to watch my pretty boys live in concert. they performed at hollywood bowl. *takes knife and stabs self*

poksaywhat @ 2008-08-28T22:18:00

2008-08-28T14:22:41Z

im a little jealous but its alright i guess. =)/=S

poksaywhat @ 2008-08-26T11:41:00

2008-08-26T03:44:45Z

shhhhhhhh.

really glad that i saw you online. 5 days down. =) i just have to multiply that by roughly.. 30 days?

poksaywhat @ 2008-08-24T16:34:00

2008-08-24T08:38:23Z

i guess a particular schoolmate has stirred up quite some controversy recently. not something totally foreign to the school/its students but oh well.. at least maybe this time it's something different from the last (one).

we don't all come from privileged backgrounds. not all of us having parents who are professionals or are equipped with uni/jc degrees. people need to understand that. majority doesn't mean all.

HEE HEE.

2008-08-24T05:09:28Z

my mother fears her second daughter is insane and is out to scare everyone else to death. =p

we're under the same big sky..

2008-08-24T03:16:40Z

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight

Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star

And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

poksaywhat @ 2008-08-23T14:21:00

2008-08-23T06:23:38Z

really proud of them all. to me they'll always be my little sec 1s. but they seem to have grown up so much and its just.. emo stuffies. =p

YAY I GOT TO WEBCAM/TALK TO YOU!

2 days down. double the previous time! =D